Had the coolest talk with my spring break buddies about dating and having guy friends.

God has planned one special person for everyone.  That one person is whom you are able to share your hopes, dreams, and everything with.  And we are all suppose to save everything for that one person.  By crossing the lines between realtionships that are not meant to be, it's like stealing a person away from someone else.  They are meant for another person and I shouldn't do anything that will destroy that.  Not saying that there's anything wrong with dating, just when it's the right person god has planned for you, it's going to be so much more that you could ever imagine.  Just thought that was cool because I never thought of realtionships in that sort of way.  And I can only imagine how much greater it will be to save everything for that one person and no one else.

What have I been chasing after?  Getting good grades, getting involved with things I don't even love.  What a waste of my life.  None of it matters... in the end everything will burn anyway so why try to build up an earthly home.

I know that God wants me to do well in school but I've been putting it first when He should be first.  He doesn't love me for how well I do.  He loves me just the way I am with all of my faults.  He loves what's in my heart.  He loves to see me encouraging others and serving people, which is what I enjoy doing the most.

That's what I've been learning and sort of the hard way.  God help me to be more like you !!

YEEH. Finally back home in my own bed and nice hot showers.  I'm still out of whack.  I go to sleep at 4 in the morning and get up at 2 in the afternoon.  What the heck is up with that?  Oh wells.

Thailand was so insane!  We went to a conference and met people from all over eastern Asia, stayed at a village (only squatie potties and mountain water showers but the view was so beautiful), taught English at schools, had a chat center to teach college students English, went to orphanages (so nice and the girls are cute), and spent literally over 2 days of traveling.  But I made a lot of new friends, tried many things, and had a wonderful time doing the work of God.

I honestly hope that one day I will become a missionary and live in Japan or Thailand.  That would be so much fun and something that I would love to do for the rest of my life.  But I guess I'll see where God leads me.

Well everyone have a great summer, hopefully I'll see you all and we can hang out.

On my way back home. Still in Japan and have over 12 hours left, but doesnt matter because Ill be eating good local food soon.

 What an insane trip... so much fun and totally SWEET.  Will write more laters.  Going to do some exploring in the airport then catching some zzzz.  Had to get up at 3:30 this morning to get on the plane.

See you all laters.... Chels time to party... nah call me.

Leaving for Thailand on Wednesday... YEEH.  Can't wait!

PLEASE be PRAYING for me!